Little did I know that nine days into 2020 that I would get into my first car accident. I can’t disclose much else, but this rocked my world. I was in such high spirits getting into the year and ready to take it by storm. Some people say accidents like this really put sh*t into perspective and tell you to slow down. When I think about the days, hours and minutes leading up to the accident, I was definitely feeling the pressure to deliver, to ramp up my content, to get started on planning for the year, to set my goals, etc., etc. Noted, universe.
I have plans to share my 2020 goals in a post coming up soon, but my main theme for 2020 is fearless. I want to live this year without fear and to truly go after what I want. While I have some slight anxiety about getting back out on the road, I feel called to not live my life in fear right now. I can’t let this accident take control of my life. It’s going to be a process for sure, but I’ll try to take things one thing at a time. I didn’t think I would need to be healing from something like this at the start of the year, but it’s something I’m beginning to accept.
Slow Down Love
I share this with you all as my tribe I want you to know that while the promise of a new year can be exciting, don’t be so hard on yourself and take things slow. Everyone’s feeling the pressure to kickstart the year, go after those resolutions and whatnot. I want to let you know that it’s okay to take things slow and to look out for you. Try your best and know that you are doing what you can.
Where Do We Go From Here?
Like I said I am going to be healing. I will be taking this next week to look out for me and to handle the aftermath of the accident. I’m retreating back into my little cocoon so that I can grow and flourish once again. I really am excited for 2020 and what’s to come, but I need to look out for me and take care of what I need to. I’m grateful I am here and that I am safe. There is a lot of bad going on in this world just in the first two weeks of this year so I hope I can create a space for myself and others to share joy and positivity in light of all the negativity.
Thank you for being here and I’ll be back soon <3
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