WOW I can’t believe I’m 23. Some people say it’s an irrelevant age there’s nothing really special about it BUT contrary to that belief this is a very special age for me. I think this year is marking me coming into my own. I feel so connected, in tune and at peace with myself: mind, body, and soul than I ever have before (as cheesy as that sounds). From 18-22 I really feel like I have zero idea who I was it honestly feels like a blur. My resume said I was a hard worker, team player, accomplished a lot in high school and college, but I couldn’t tell you WHO that girl was or who I saw when I looked in the mirror. I was just going through the motions of getting through college.
Turning 22 and moving to another state shortly after awakened my mind real quick. It was like I could finally take a look at what was going on internally and assess the damage that was left behind by poor choices and not caring about myself. I’ve been really paying attention to the needs of my body and mind. Working out and eating right, but also being conscious of what I am saying to myself internally. When you swap out the negativity to positive self-affirmations, something magical happens inside you that instills a confidence that grows everyday. I’ve also learned that living in the now serves you way better than dwelling in the past or worrying about the future. Life is too damn short and can be taken away so quick so I’m just enjoying and soaking up all the time I can get. The past is gone and I couldn’t tell you where I’ll be in 5 years but I know God and the universe will guide me in the right direction. One other transformation I’ve noticed is that my inner strength has grown in being able to guide me by choosing to say yes for what serves me and saying no to what does not. I’m choosing things that make me happy and fulfill me and saying no to things that I know will make me feel awful in the long run.
I’m still learning and I always will be. That’s life. I’m excited to see what this next year holds as today I feel confident in saying and presenting myself as I am and will continue to be. 23 marks me finding myself again and I couldn’t be happier. If you’re reading this first off, thank you for taking the time to read my blog and support me. Second, literally ANYTHING is possible in this world and this life. Making small changes and steps towards your true self is so important. Be kind to yourself and others around you and the world will serve you kindness back. Much love.
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